Have you ever felt sooo hurt that it numbs you from the inside out? Well, that's how I'm feeling right. It's a bad feeling but when you think about hard enough, you realise that no matter what you or say, things will never be the same again.
Well, you can always try to fix it but as the saying goes, once broken, it's considered sold. Sometimes, I don't understand why it so hard to say "I'm sorry..." Maybe it's genetically engineered or wired up that it's just hard to say so. Maybe it's just plain ego. I really don't care what or how it happens, I forgive you but to admit that part of it is his fault...that will never,ever happened.
We are still not talking rationally..just yes, no, maybe...No, I don't want yr money.....I hate this but I can't take it anymore...it's just getting harder and it hurts, terribly.....
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